Month of May

So Eggless changes its menu monthly, which is the reason attracting me there, to try out their May menu. I love their Tiramisu and Caramelised Apples Waffle in April menu. So I went there with high hopes for their May menu, unfortunately their May menu is not impressive at all. Its pretty disappointing as the taste does not match the standard of the presentation. Furthermore, they require every guest to order at least one dessert, which means no sharing!

Good news for month of May?
Terrence got a car!
wohooo =D I'm totally as excited as him for it!

THIS IS TERRENCE :

It was his 20th birthday on 22 May 2011!!!

Happy 20th =D

Coolness is what he always aim for lol. I think its pretty obvious through his photos hahaha.

Celebrated his birthday by having dinner at The Vietnam Restaurant, all the way to Pennington, which took us approximately 30 minutes bus ride. 

The review for the restaurant was like super good. I personally feel that the food is nice, but not as amazing as mentioned by the review. It's Vietnamese food, which is a new try for me as I have never tried any Vietnamese food in Adelaide so far. The Chicken with Coconut and Lemongrass is the best among all the dishes and the Special Braised Beef is not bad too. The Fried Eggplant is a special one! Never eat deep fried eggplant before in my life lol. The restaurant was full when we got there, luckily we made a reservation on the night before. Other tables' food look extra more delicious compared to ours but those that they ordered above AUD30 per dish. So expensive! The portion of the dishes served are quite small, compared to other restaurants in Australia, like seriously different alot!

Final is coming soon, end of June. And my exams are all in one week : 22, 24, 27, 28.
Shit have to start studying NOW! Aiya so scared of Portfolio Theory and Management =(  HOW???

And I am supposed to start saving money for trips after exam. OMG going Melbourne and New Zealand! YES YES YES! thanks daddy for letting me to travel <3 Super excited dy! Terrence has been talking about yummy food places he gonna bring us when we go Melbourne. Gotta say this: I LOVE TRAVELLING and once again, thanks daddy!!!

Aftermath

How many friends can we have in our life?

Real friends, friends that we really care for, and they really do care about us?

I thought I'm doing great in handling all kinds of friendship after years studying far from home, meeting people from different background and culture...

Daddy used to say that I've been too naive, always..

And I thought he's wrong about it, thinking that I've seen alot of people, people that are meant to be hi-bye friends classmate kind of friends and friends that really care about me...

But I'm wrong..

Just because people that I care have been caring and loving me back..

Just because my friends are so nice to me, each and every one of them..

I LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU

And now.. I have to admit that its really tough for me to step out of my comfort zone..

To be aware that people might have totally different perceptions and thoughts..

I have never realise that I've been putting high hopes and too much trust on others..

I have been automatically assuming that people will return same amount of love to me... 

I thought I have already got over it long time ago..

But because of a small drama, I realised that I actually had the fear planted in my heart. 

No matter how much I tried, I couldn't erase the scar left in my heart.

I came back with smile on my face, hoping for a brand new year.

I were there for you, but I guess I wasn't the person that you need.

And slowly I learnt to let it flow away with time..

Without noticing that I am still carrying the past with me..

Little did I know it has made me became insecure in friendship..
I'll just gotta say, reality is as cruel as I've been told...

But I will be strong, to face the cruelty.

I will hold on to my faith, my love, my personality, I'm not gonna bound down to the cruelty of the reality. 

I still believe that there are nice people around, just like my old friends, and I will still treat people as how I used to be..

Time is hard now, because it's time for me to learn, and to grow up.

But I will grow stronger, to be a better person.

Friday - the arriving of weekend

It has been a crazy week, by that there's no slight relevance with fun dinner, crazy shopping!
But tons and tons of studies. Had 3 mid-sem tests and 1 assignment due in 1 week. Worse off, 2 exams are on the same day and another exam is the same day with the assignment due date! Seriously wth..
And all carry quite heavy weightage, highest? 25% of my course!
And now that everything is done, I'm so tired yet relieved that they're now over.
Complained about it to daddy but he said, don't understand then ask and study more, especially basics.. and there he goes with all his theory but I know he just wanna be the one that's taking care of me and I just simply wanna complain to him. =) I guess that's what makes us dad and daughter.

There are so many dramas happening after mid-sem holiday.. Why need to make life so complicated? I feel so glad that I have a simple life, not too smooth but at least I am happy now, not regretting the past. I'm so lucky to have all that came into my life, cheering me up, helping me, taking care of me. I guess I kinda start missing my dear old friends again. Gosh I wish I could kidnapped you all to stay with me.

Have been turning into youtube more frequent than ever since I created an account with it.

Another song that I really like, best to listen at night :